Everything was jumbled and boggled in the head so I decided to take a little stroll around the neighborhood.
It was silly of me to expect to see other people walking around outside back here in Nova. It was so weird to see everything completely silent and empty as compared to back in Blacksburg where it was normal to see some people out and about at 1am in the morning.
And did not realize how painful it was to have to sneak tippy-toed to the kitchen to heat up a Hotpocket at 2am where as 2am in Blacksburg I would have been running back and forth all over campus from Torg to Newman to dorms to see if anybody was interested in chipping in for a pizza or taking a quick study break for a snack run to 7-11.
It’s different. As much as I do enjoy some aspects of being home, I’m not sure if I’m a fan of this quietness and sudden overflow of alone time that I’ve been given. Too much time = too much thinking about random stuff that is bothersome to me.
Maybe it’s a time to change my point of view. I’ll take this given time as an opportunity to really figure out what I’m supposed to do from here on out.
Picked up Crazy Love from Minsung; I think I’ll start by giving that a read through. Hopefully I’ll be able to find some answers in there.
P.S.
Reminder to myself: Pray more.